Nana - Black Tears

I can't even count the number of nights I wished tomorrow wouldn't come.
Without love or dreams, beaten by the rain
Crying, crying, crying, crying.

To live just how I am now, without changing
What is it I need?
If you can't even believe in yourself, what are you supposed to believe in?
The answer's too close; I can't see it.

Black tears flow
Inside of me and there's nothing else; just sadness
I can't even put it in words,
My whole body is releasing pain
And I can't face it all on my own.

In the middle of night, in tears it's not me but my face that I'm drawing
Hiding my sadness to make a smiling face;
Make it stop, make it stop, make it stop, make it stop.

To live on without changing myself; is that the most
difficult thing in this world?
If you're giving me something make it something without shape
I don't need anything else to break.

Shedding black tears even as I scream
not even caring, the morning arrives
If I'm going to keep being battered
by these painful days
I just want to disappear far away
Even though I know that's selfish of me...

Black tears flow
Inside of me and there's nothing else; just sadness
I can't even put it in words,
My whole body is releasing pain.

Black tears flow
Inside of me and there's nothing else; just sadness
I can't even put it in words,
My whole body is releasing pain.